mIx FEELINGSZ

SOO ITS BEEN LONG TIME SINCE I WROTE IN MY BLOG MORE LIKE MY DIARY. SOO TODAY IM GOING TO TALK ABOPOUT ALOTMIX FEELINGS I HAVE IN OR ON MY MIND.
MY SON TY WELL WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT HIM I MISS HIM SOO MUCH SOME DAYS I THINK TO MY SELF DID I DO RIGHT THING GIVE HIM TO A A GOOD FAMILY OR DID I DO NOT GOOD JOB . I MEAN EVERYBODY HAVE DIFFERENT OPINION RIGHT>>? TRUE , BUT MY OPINION I KNOW I DID RIGHT THING BUT SAME TIME I JUST DARN MISS HIM I DONT KNOW MAYBE IS BECAUSE IM JUST GOING THROUGH A LOT IN LIFE OR MAYBE I HAVE A LOT TO THINK ABOUT OR HAVE ALOT ON MY MIND. I DON'T KNOW FOR AS TODAY I JUST WANT EVERYTHING GO BACK THE WAY IT USE TO BE. I WISHED I JUST HAVE DIFFERENT PATH YOU KNOW GOD WISHED HE WOULD GAVED ME DIFFERENT PATH THEN IM GOING NOW IM SORRY TO SAY BUT THATS MY FEELINGS AS FOR TODAY OKAY WHO EVER READING THIS.

WHAT ABOUT GUYS??? THEY MEAN NOT EVERYBODY BUT MOSTLY ARE ALL THEY JUST WANT FOUR THINGS IN LIFE IS MONEY SEX BJ OR NAKED PICTURE.
WHERE IS A GOOD GUY ?? I KNOW YOU GOING TO TELL ME LOOK AT CHURCH THERE IS PLANTY OF THEM BUT I DONT KNOW I JUST SERIOSELY DONT KNOW BECAUSE CHURCH GUYS THEY JUST A LOT DIFFERENT . MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL CHANGE MY MIND AND SAY OKAY I WANT THIS BUT NOT NOW I DONT LIKE SOME GUYS BECAUSE OF MY PAST AND NO BODY REALLY UNDERSTAND ME THEY THINK IM JUST PREJITUCE OR RASESD BUT IM NOT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I BEEN THROUGH . IM SCARED TO HAVE SOME TYPE BOYS BECAUSE IM SCARED THEY WILL DO SOMETHING BAD TO ME. BUT NO I KNOW DEEP DOWN THEY WONT DO NOTHING WRONG TO ME BUT LIKE I SAID IM JUST TERRIFIED AND SCARED HAVING THEM.
I HAVE BIG DREAMS AND AS FOR RIGHT NOW IM REALLY CONFUSED GIRL. I WANT TO MARRY SOME DAY YOU KNOW HAVE WONDERFUL WEDDING BUT THEN I CHANGE MY MY MIND SAY NO I NEVER EVER WANT TO GET MARRIED. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW I WANT A LOT.
I WANT TO SUCCEED YOU KNOW AND ITS FINAL AND FIRST THING I WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE. I WANT MY DREAMS COME TRUE. I WANT TO HAVE HAPPY LIFE AND I DONT WANT TO BE EMOTIONAL I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CONTROL ME AND TELL ME WHAT KIND PERSON I AM STOP. I HATE HOW GUYS PLAY WITH OUR EMOTIONS AND I HATE WHEN I HELP PEOPLE OUT BUT WHEN I NEED HELP THEY JUST DONT WANT TO HELP .I WANT TO MOVE AWAY FAR AWAY ON EAST SIDE YOU KNOW LIKE NEW YORK OR BOSTON OR MICHIGAN OR CHICAGO OR ATL OR MIAMI OR MARYLAND I WANT TO GO THERE TIRED BEING ON THIS SIDE I WANT TO GO WITH MY JOURNEY AND JUST WHAT EVER COMES ON MY WAY IL TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT OR GO OVER IT. IM SAD THAT I HAVENT FINISHED SCHOOL IM SAD THAT I HAVENT ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I WANT REALY WNAT IN MY LIFE IM SAD THAT PEOPLE IS SOO MUCH DIFFERENT HERE THEN IN SOME PLACES. PLEASE DONT ASK ME OKAY JUST READ IT AND DONT ASKME WHY BECAUSEI CANT EXPLAIN TO YOU IT WILL COME DIFFERENT WAYS. IM SAD AND MISS A LOT MY BEST FRIEND JESSICA AND YESANIA AND ASIA AND BRICE AND MY OTHER HALF FAMILY AND PEOPLE FROM SCHOOL AND I MISS AND BIG TIME REGRET IT THAT I LEFT SCHOOL AND TRYED TO DO IT ON LINE WISHED I CAN JUST FINISHED IT AND BE HAPPY BUTNO I CANT BE HAPPY RIGHT NOW. IM SAD BECAUSE I DONT KNOW TO MUCH TO SAY IM SAD AND JUST WANT TO CRY BECAUSE I HAD A LOT IN MY PAST AND ITS PRESENCE AND PRESENCE SUCKS.
I DO THANK MY MOM AND MY FAMILY HERE THEY ARE BIG HELP AND THEY HAVE PATIENT IN ME THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR LISTENING ME WHEN I NEED YOU. IM THANKFUL FOR SOME PEOPLE NOT GOING TO SAY WHO. IM GRATEFUL FOR CHURCH IM GRATEFUL FOR THAT IM ALIVE RIGHT NOW. I JUST WANT DO WHAT I WANT TO DO YES I LOVE YOUR HELP AND PLEASE DONT STOP.
IM SAD BECAUSE YES I DO WANT ALOT FRIENDS LIKE I HAD IN ARIZONA AND YES ARIZONA IS NOT PERFECT AND NOT ALOT FRIENDS ARE WERE GOD PEOPLE TO ME BUT STILL I LOVE IT. I MISS MY SPORT SCROSSCOUNTRY MISS MY 12TH GRADE MISS MY COACH MISS ARIZONA JUST IN GENERAL. I WANT TO GO BACK THERE AND YOU KNOW BUT THEN I DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO GO BACK.

I KNOW I LIED ABOUT MY SON THAT I HAVE HIM AND STILL AM TELLING PEOPLE FROM THIS DAY THAT I HAVE HIM AND IM SORRY FOR LYING BUT YOU GUYS DONT GET PEOPLE WELL YOU KNOW HOW SOME PEOPLE WILL ASK YOU SO MUCH QUESTION AND YES THEY WIL UNDERSTAND YOU IN THE END BUT THERE IS SOME PEOPLE THAT I WILL NEVER CANT EXPLAIN TO THEM WHY I DI THAT OR WHY IM DOING WHAT IM DOING NOW. IM SORRY I KNOW ALOT OF YOU SAY THIS" IF THEY DONT GET YOUR WORDS AND YOURE FEELINGS THEN THEY NOT YOUR REAL FRIENDS BUT" BUT IM GOING TO SAY THIS NO I KNOW I DONT WANT THEM KEEP TELLING ME THIS ALL MY LIFE THIS AND BE NAGETIVE TORSE ME SOO THATS WHY BECAUSE I HONESTLY WONT TAKE IT. CAL ME LIER AND CALL ME IM A BAD PERSON BUT ITS MY FEELINGS ITS MY WORDS ITS MY LIFE ITS ME AND MYSELF.

ITS FUNNY TOO HOW WE GIRLS HAVE THIS BIG IMAGINATION YOU KNOW ABOUT OUR PERFECT GUY WELL MINE IS I HAVE ALOT IMINATIONS WHAT I WANT MY PERFECT GUY TO BE OR WHAT I WANT TO BE IN FUTURE HOW I WANT TO OUR FAMILY TO BE AND MY CAREER AND YOU KNOW A LOT TO SAY BUT REALITY ITS SO MUCH MORE YOU KNOW ITS HARD FIND PERFECT GUY BECAUSE YOU KNOW NO BODY IS PERFECT AND YOU KNOW OUR LIFE ISNT PERFECT TOO SOO I DONT KNOW WHY I HAVE THAT KIND IMAGINATION. AND YOU KNOW SERIOUSELY AS FOR NOW I DONT KNOW IF IM REALLY GOOD TO BE IN RELATIONMSHIP I THINK I CHANGE A LOT I WANT HIM AND THEN I DONT I DONT KNOW AND THEY PEOPLE SAY YOU WILL FIND PERFECT GUY BUT I ALWAYS THINK IN MY MIND THAT I DONT THINK DO AS YOU KNOW IM NOT GOOD BE IN RELATIONSHIP BUT THEN YES I KNOW. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW I KNOW I WANT TO SUCCEED AND FIND ME A PERFECT GUY THE ONE I WANT OR THE ONE GOD WILL PICK UP TO ME.

THEN I THINK WHAT WIL HAPPEND IN TWO YEARS .......... YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT WILL HAPPEND TO ME IN TWO YEARS????
IM MAD HURT AND JELOUSE AND SAD AND BETRAID AND UPSET THATS ALL MY FEELINGS TODAY LAST NIGHT OR LAST WEEK.
IM HAPPY TO BECAUSE MY SON IS IN A GOOD HANDS BUT THEN IM SCARED WHAT IF MY COUPLES WILL CHANGE THEIR MIND AND BE LIKE GOOD BUY YOU WILL NEVER EVER SE HIM AGAIN EXCEPT PICTURES BUT ITS WOULD BE HARD FOR ME. IM SORRY IM NOT STRONG WHEN IT COMES TYO MY SON I GAVED BIRTH TOO IM HAPPY THAT HE IS IN GOOD HANDS BUT THEN I DONT EVER EVER WANT TO LOOSE CONTACT WITH HIM. DO YOU THINK IM SELFFISH YES YOU PROBABLY THINK THAT AND ITS OKAY PLEASE ITS YOUR OPINION ONCE AGAIN BUT ITS ME SOO I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME RIGHT NOW OF ME AND MY SON AND WHAT I THINK.

HATE MY PARENTS IN RUSSIA THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR GIVING ME THIS STUPID PROBLEM I WIL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU GUYS DONE FOR ME I WIL SAY ONE THIHNG I WILL FORGIVE YOU BUT NEVER FORGET. I HATE THAT I HAVE GARDIANSHIP TOO DONT GET ME WRONG THANK YOU FOR KEEPING AND HELPING ME TO BE GOOD GUY. I DONT KNOW IM MAD SORRY IM ALWAYS GOING TO BE MAD BECAUSE I HAVE THIS STUPID PAPER.
I LOVE THAT I GET MONEY FROM GOVERNMENT BUT THEN I HATE IT WHAT THEY THIHNK OF ME AND YOU ALL SAY NO WE DONT THINK THAT YOU HAVE THIS WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO NAME IT AND YOU SAY THAT ITS JUST GOVERNMENT THINGS THAT BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN SEE IN A LOT OF PEOPLE IM NOT GOING TO SAY WHO AND PLEASE DONT ASK ME AGAIN I KNOW YOU ALL THINK IM RETARTED AND I KNOW YOU GUYS THINK IM NEVER WILL SUCCEED. I KNOW A LOT YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT ME WHAT KIND PERSON I AM. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE TEL ME I CANT DEFEND MY SELF I CAN I JUST DONT LIKE DRAMA.
I HATE THAT MY OWN BROTHER IS SMARTER THEN ME AND CAN BE WHAT EVER HE WANTS TO BE BUT HE DOESNT EVEN WANT THAT HE DOES DRUGS. BUT I GOT TEL YOU IM PROUD OF HIM THAT HE ACTUALLY WORKS NOW BUT NOT PROUD OF HIM FOR DOING DRUGS STIL AND IM PROUD THAT HE IS TRYING TO GET TO COLLEGE.
I HATE THAT SOME PEOLE HAVE THE SMARTEST BRAINS AND THEY DONT EVEN USE IT I WANT THAT GIVE IT TO ME YOU KNOW I WANT IT HOW COME YOU HAVE IT AND I DONT BECAUSE I SURE WANT TO USE THAT BRAIN OF YOURS. ITS NOT FAIR HOE \W SOME PEOPLE SOO SMART BUT THEY DONT CHOOSE TO BE A GOOD PERSON BUT WHEN SOME PEOLE WHO IS WISHED THEY HAVE THAT KIND OF BRAIN THEY DONT GET IT. HATE IT TOO. HATE THAT PEOPLE SAY ONE THING TO YOU AND DO IT OTHER. I HATE GUYS WHO IS SOOO FAKE AND GIRLS TO. I CANT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE JUDGE YOU BY ONE THING YOU MAKE MISTAKE AND NOW THEY ALWAYS THING YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN. I WANT TO GO HAVE FUN BUT I HATE THAT I DONT DRIVE I HATE THAT I CANT TO A LOT THINGS THAT OTHER PEOPLE CAN. HATE IT. WISHED I HAVE TIME MACHINE I WOULD ALWAYS WOULD GO BACK TO MY GOOD DAY AND JUST STAY IN THAT MOMEMT UNTIL IM HAPPY AGAIN.
I HATE CHANGE EVERYBODY CHANGE AND I HATE IT. JUST AS FOR TODAY I DO HATE A LOT AND I DO MISS ALOT AND I DO WANT GOOD LIFE AND SUCCEESSFUL LIFE.

GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO HAVE A BETTER WEEK TODAY AND PLEASE I WILL FIND ME A GOOD SCHOOL TO FINISHED ANDI WILL FIND SOME BODY NICE IN MY LIFE AND WISH THAT MY BRO WILL DO GOOD JOB IM WANT TO MY FAMILY TO BE HAPPY ITS ALWAYS TO NICE SEEING THEM SMILE. I WANT TO HAVE BETTER LIFE AND I WANT TO MEET SOMEBODY THAT WILL UNDERSTAND ME.

just thinking (anger risng)

hmm what can i say today, its been while since i wrote here in my personal blog. Well i guess as you know couple of this weeks its been complicated for all of us. Our dad past away in April , 29, 2010. Well its like wow it all happened al sudden. Its been hard for us but i al can tel you this even im so mad at people this days and im so sad about alot of things that i have on my mind. I don't know if i can help others if i have things on my own to worry about but i guess i have this special thing inside me that i care about people first before me. the question is how?? How can i help them and how can i help my self. Yes i know people say im strong but you know sometimes i just think maybe nt enough that i can help my self and my friends. Anyways i have few people i met and its blessing to me but sometimes i think what do peoplethink when they meet me i mean words maybe different from what they thinking inside them. Gosh i have alot anger in me like i had dreams and now i have to wait longer for them to come true. Like for example i was really good runner and look at me now I'm so slow now ( because i have a baby in me) still i just want to take everything that happened to me past this couple of weeks. i know i should complain because there is worse people who been through way worse then me but still i think i been through enough that im just sick of everything. I also mad sometimes why God givew me this trial im going through that its so hard but this one of my friends told me this maybe God knows that im strong enough go through this and never ever give up on him and always stay by his side that's why he give me trial. so i guess i have special needs but im also special to God. Sometimes i wish i had a magic wine you know to heal peoples hearts but its reality everything i want its just a dream. In life you have to work you have to pay bill and so much more. but when you dream its like wow that's sounds like a good idea ha but nope its not its all dream. but i wonder those people who succeeded soo lucky i mean look at them they have so much things in life and its not fair i think sometimes but i also know it probably took them long time to work for it. Like musions tey dont just become famouse like easy they have to continue sing and continue sel records and continue perform and artist they have to continue play movies. Soo everybody in this life have something to do like work and try their best to be strong person. anyways i do have alot things in my mind i do miss alot of people in my life and i do miss my old life. and mostly i hate how some poeple or im not going to name it think im retarded you know im not retarded and i know how to be on my own it just will take me time to do that but i know you saiyng im not but i know inside of my eyes you think im just cant do this. Frustrated because why did you told to come here to stay while but then both of you trick me that's how i really feel. i just dontgetthis one thing why do people bring kids here to nice places and then make their life harder when it already is. I mean im sorry for saying it but seriously im been places to places and you know i hate it. i want to leave my life not what you guys want me to be. and you know stop telling me things that doctor told you this i dont care okay what they say and it hurts that you think exactly they tink of me. You know all i want is for you to be okay i know you can do this not always pressure me and making it harder for me. Plus im going to miss my little boy Tyreece Jordan when he is going to be in good hands. you know you happy about what im doing its good thing but still what about me. and stop tellimg ,e its my mothers fault i don't care about her and never will i woll forgive her someday but now its she is nothing to me im just want to thank her for ruining my life and giving me this thing. and im so sick of everybody telling me that ohh well how you going to do this you have to have this to able to do this well you know what i can do this i have faith and i know i can do this. Anyways i just wish i never came here to this America in a first place. you brought me here to be here with my brother and now he is on his own and doing thing he shouldn't do and you know i cant stop him he is grown men now and i don't know what i can do now. i know he did so many things to you and all of you but i just wished you guys had a patients with him. i ant to have good life and i want to have Bright future for me not always be sad or mad or what ever you want me to say. im mad and i have alot frustration in me and its not because i have it some kind of depression disorder its not that its what im going through now not because i had that its because that's what happens when a chilled or a person or teen goes though alot problems and parents cant help him /her and giving her hard time. and i know you tryng to help me but you sometimes making it harder for me to do this. you know i coud have finished school and came back here but no i guess that's what you guys wanted me to do not what i wanted to do. I did had good support and good life yes i did made alot mistakes but im human not some animal and dont blame on my problem i have my stupid mom gived me its what i chosed and its what i did. Its my mistake. Andi really feel like i dont have no freedom because you always be in charge of me andi hate that i want to be normal teenager or i should say normal grown up who has ups and downs i want you to be my mom not somebodsy who is like my body guard if you know what i mean by bodyguard you have me forever here and some day i do want to move to different place you know. I feel like im thirteen again when i have or i cant od some things i just hate it. And i just wished you guys toled me that before that im going to be here stuck ad that you going to get garidianship over me. I dont like you for alot of things but i also thankful what you had go through bring me here to this state. and i also thankful that you give me this life leaving its way beter then i ever could have. andi also thankful have gospel in my life. Faith thats what it keeps me up.

its a miracle

Hello everybody I'm sorry i didn't write for long time its been busy days and i had allot on my mind. So today i mean yesterday my caseworker Anica talked to me about this family that she told me might i like and i was like no way i don't think so because i want to meet the family i picked you know for my baby if i do decide place him my little boy tyreece. So i guess she was in this meeting as you know i go to the meeting every Thursday to see my caseworker and see other girls who is pregnant in their teens. So like i was saying she went to this meeting and she was like"" you know guys I'm so disappointed i cant contacted the people Mari wants to see"""" and this other lady was like well what about Mike and Charity and Anica was like she got this feeling so she was like you know i think they great for her but i don't think it will be great idea because i know she wants to see this only family she picked. So later she wrote to me and says Mari check this family out their names are Mike and charity well their blog and i was like i checked them out but i was like they already adopted a little boy so i just want my little boy if i do give him for replacement to be special so i was like i don't know. Well today was is 15, April i had a good day because one of my new friends give me massage you know for pregnant people so i had a wonderful relaxing massage that i really enjoyed it and her boss my friends name is Kayley but it was her niece her name is Chalis she gave me massage and her boss was like you know you can just come here all the time and get massage and i was like well i don't have that much money to come every week so she was like well its my gift to you so please come every week and get it done for free so i was like okay thank you. So that went well. Later i went to have meeting with my caseworker Anica so we just went to and got a dinner so yeah. Then i went to my other meetings and you know i had it great time. So my caseworker was like Mari pray for it and see if you want to meet the family i told you about and i was like you know i guess i trust you i will meet them so she was like i mean it Mari pray and tell em and i was like you know i trust you i will meet them . So today i guess i met them i was so nerves i look so bad my face is so looking bad and i was so nerves but i did pray before i met Charity and Mike so i just ask god to give me sing i been waiting for this you know to find a peace or just give me a sing that maybe i can feel something about this family so guess what i love this family they so funny and i just felt really realise and happy they made me laugh and made me smile they have so much joy and happiness in their life and they so awesome and they leave her in bountiful by me so i can see my little boy all the time its would be like more see ya later my baby boy u and not good bye. So i just got this feeling it was like ohh than you God you answered my prayers and i felt so peaceful in my heart and i just feel so happy and i don't know really warm in my heart. So i just feel so much peace and joy and i know they would be great parents to my little boy and i can see them all the time and i can trust them maybe i can be their best friend so yeah . They make me laugh and we just talked and laughed and it was great to be happy again. So today it was a wonderful day and i just feel so happy and its nice to feel that way again. Well i miss y people in AZ and i love you guys all and i just want to tell you also Mike and Charity they leave by my house so people form AZ they can always see my baby if they want to that's why another reason i like them. the most thing happened to me is God finally answered my prayer. Thank you God you always the biggest help in my life even though sometimes i don't even want to hear you but you always there keep your arms open thank you for not giving up on me. That's why i am so happy to have gospel in my life.

Rajon Rondo was born on February 22 1986, in United States, Louisville. He is an American basketball player best known as a member of NBA team Boston Celtics. He entered NBA on 2006 Draft as a 21st pick by Phoenix Suns. In 2008 his team of Celtics won a NBA championship beating the Los Angeles Lakers with 4 : 2 score.In 2009 Rajon Rondo set his career high record of 32 points in a single match. Rajon Pierre Rondo (born February 22, 1986) is an American professional basketball player who plays point guard for the Boston Celtics of the National Basketball Association (NBA). Born in Louisville, Kentucky, Rondo attended Eastern High School and Oak Hill Academy for his high-school basketball career, before receiving a scholarship from the University of Kentucky. He played for two years at Kentucky before declaring for the 2006 NBA Draft, represented by agent Bill Duffy.
During the draft, Rondo was selected 21st overall by the Phoenix Suns, and was subsequently traded to the Boston Celtics, where he made his NBA debut as a rookie during the 2006–07 season. He played a supporting role before he established himself as the starting point guard for the Celtics during the 2007–08 season. That season, Rondo earned his first NBA Championship, playing alongside All-Stars Kevin Garnett, Ray Allen and Paul Pierce. His breakout performance came during the 2009 NBA Playoffs, leading his team to the second round.[1] He is primarily known for his playmaking and ball-handling skills as well as speed.
Rondo was born on February 22, 1986 in Louisville, Kentucky to Amber Rondo.[2] He has three siblings: Dymon, William and Anton.[3] He had little contact with his father, who left his family when he was seven years old.[3] To support the family, his mother worked the third shift at Philip Morris USA, a tobacco company.[3] Rondo was first interested in football, before his mother steered him towards basketball because she felt that the sport would be less punishing on his skinny frame.[3] After Rondo became serious about basketball, he attended Louisville's Eastern High School for three years where he played under head coach Doug Bibby. During his junior year at Eastern High School, he averaged 27.9 points, 10.0 rebounds and 7.5 assists which earned him earned a spot on the All-State honors and was named the 7th Region Player of the Year. He transferred to Virginia's Oak Hill Academy for his senior year where he averaged 21.0 points per game (ppg), 3.0 rebounds per game (rpg) and 12.0 assists per game (apg) and finished the 2003-04 season with a 38-0 record.[4] In his senior year at Oak Hill Academy, Rondo broke Jeff McInnis single-season school record of 303 assists, while averaging a double-double. There, he included two efforts of 27 assists and a single-game school record of 31, merely four away from the all-time national record.[4] He also had a 55 point game in high-school, second highest all-time in Oak Hill Academy, surpassed only by Calvin Duncan with 61.[5] Rondo was named to the McDonald's All-American Team in 2004 and scored a total of 14 points, 4 assists and 4 rebounds in the all-star game. He also participated in the 2004 Jordan Capital Classic game, logging 12 points, 5 assists and 4 steals. He ended his career as Oak Hill Academy's all-time assists leader in a single season with 494 assists, surpassing Jeff McInnis.[6]
College career
Rondo committed to University of Kentucky over hometown University of Louisville, who spurned Rondo in favor of the higher-rated Sebastian Telfair.[7] Rondo, along with All-Americans Joe Crawford and Randolph Morris, gave Kentucky the top-rated recruiting class for 2004 according to Rivals.com.[8] Rondo led Kentucky to several wins including clutch-shot victories against the University of Louisville, South Carolina and Central Florida, but Kentucky failed to advance to the Final Four of the NCAA Tournament in either Rondo's freshman or sophomore seasons. He was named to the SEC All-Freshmen Team.[9] He set a Kentucky Wildcats record for most steals in single-season, with a total of 87 steals in his freshman year and made at least one steal in every game.[10] He finished his freshman year at Kentucky averaging 8.1 points, 2.9 rebounds, 3.5 assists and 2.6 steals.[11]
In his sophomore year he had a career high 12 assists against Ole Miss, despite playing just 23 minutes, and 25 points against Louisville.[12] Rondo also set another Kentucky Wildcats record for most rebounds in a game by a guard, with 19 rebounds in an early season loss to Iowa.[13] He was not known for being a shooter, however, going 18-66 from three with a 57.1% FT average. He averaged 11.2 points, 6.1 rebounds, 4.9 assists and 2.1 steals per game in his sophomore year.[11] Rondo was also named to the 2005 USA Men's Under-21 World Championship Team, which traveled to Argentina for the FIBA World Championships.[14] He averaged 11.0 ppg and 4.5 apg in the eight-game tournament, garnering much attention from NBA scouts. The USA U-21 team won a gold medal at the Global Games held in Texas in late July.
2006 NBA Draft
Following the 2005–06 NCAA season, Rondo announced he would forgo his final two seasons at Kentucky and enter the NBA draft.[15] Rondo was drafted 21st overall by the Phoenix Suns in the 2006 NBA Draft. Phoenix then traded him to the Boston Celtics along with Brian Grant for the Cleveland Cavaliers' first-round draft pick in the 2007 NBA Draft and cash considerations.[16] He was the first point guard to be chosen in the draft.[17] In another draft-day deal, the Celtics acquired Sebastian Telfair from the Portland Trail Blazers, finally uniting the backcourt Pitino had envisioned at Louisville.[18] He was signed by the Boston Celtics on July 4, 2006.
Rookie season
During his rookie season in the NBA, Rondo played a supporting role and would split time with Sebastian Telfair and Delonte West. Rondo only started in 25 games that season due to his initial backup role to Telfair. He made his NBA regular season debut on November 1, 2006, in a home loss against the New Orleans Hornets.[19] In his rookie season, he lacked on his jump shot which resulted in him slashing to the basket for a teardrop or layup. While coming off the bench, he managed to score a career-high 23 points against the Toronto Raptors,[2] and record his first career double-double in a road losing effort against the Washington Wizards.[20] In his first career start, he matched his career-high against the Los Angeles Clippers, though the line-ups were constantly being shuffled between Telfair and Rondo at the point guard.[2] After officially becoming a starter, he began to receive more playing time (career-high forty-seven minutes of playing time)[2] and show improvement (career-high fourteen rebounds against the San Antonio Spurs,[21] and a career-high seven steals against the Indiana Pacers).[2] As the mid-season approached, his numbers began to increase,[22] which earned him an All-Rookie Second Team selection.[23] He finished the season with an average of 6.4 ppg and 3.8 apg,[24] ranking in the top ten in the NBA in steals (128)[25] and also ranking in the top ten among rookies in the statistical categories, including first in steals, second in assists and sixth in minutes.[22] In the end, however, the Celtics finished the season with a 24-58 win-loss record and failed to qualify for the playoffs.
2007–08 season


Rondo in Game 4 of the 2008 NBA Playoffs against the Atlanta Hawks.
After Telfair and West were traded during the offseason of the 2007–08 season, Rondo secured a spot in the starting lineup, starting in every game. Surrounded by All-Stars Kevin Garnett, Ray Allen and Paul Pierce, he quickly became a steady, consistent player.[26] In his 77 games played, he averaged 10.6 points per game (ppg), 5.1 assists per game (apg) and 4.2 rebounds per game (rpg).[24] His role as a playmaker reflected in him leading the team in assists and steals. In a game against the New Jersey Nets, Rondo suffered a lower back injury late in the third quarter, forcing him to miss the next four games.[27] He made his successful return from injury and to the starting lineup in a road win against the New York Knicks.[28] A week later, he matched his career-high against the Miami Heat,[29] and then scored a career-high 24 points in a home game against the Los Angeles Clippers the following month.[30] During the All-Star break, he was selected to play on the Sophomore Team in the T-Mobile Rookie Challenge and Youth Jam.[31] Following the All-Star weekend, Rondo recorded a career-high 16 assists in a home victory against the Charlotte Bobcats.[32] Despite his solid rookie year, there was much speculation about Boston needing a veteran point guard.[33] In March, they signed veteran point guard Sam Cassell as a free agent to serve as a backup.[33] The Celtics' best single-season improvement in NBA history earned them the number one seed in the Eastern Conference Playoffs.
Following the regular season, Rondo finished in the top five for the NBA Most Improved Player voting.[34] Rondo made his playoff debut on April 20, 2008 against the Atlanta Hawks and finished the game with 15 points, 9 assists and 2 steals. The Celtics closed out the series in seven games, went on to defeat Cleveland in the next round, and then defeated the Pistons in the Eastern Conference Finals. In the NBA Finals, facing the Los Angeles Lakers, Rondo recorded two strong performances, including a career-high 16 assists in Game 2. In Game 3, however, Rondo left the court in the third quarter after rolling his ankle.[35] The ankle injury was considered a "non-factor", and Rondo eventually made his return in Game 4.[36] In Game 6, the point guard posted a playoffs career-high 6 steals as the Celtics defeated the Lakers 4–2, giving Rondo his first NBA championship ring. After the game Lakers head coach Phil Jackson called Rondo the "star" of Game 6.[33
2008–09 season
In his third NBA campaign, the Celtics began the season with the best starting record in NBA history and also set a franchise record with a nineteen-game winning streak.[37] Rondo's numbers increased from his previous season performance; however, he was criticized for his shooting.[38] He began showing more improvement and even recorded his first career triple-double along with a career-high in assists (16 points, 13 rebounds and 17 assists).[39] Less than three weeks later, he recorded a career-high 25 points against the Utah Jazz.[40] In a home win against the New York Knicks, Rondo led the team to tie a franchise record with eighteen straight wins.[41] However, after the winning streak was snapped the team struggled, losing seven out of nine games after ending the streak.[42] Rondo—matched up with one of the league's quicker guards, Tony Parker—recorded 16 assists in a losing effort against the Spurs, one short of his season-high.[43] Less than a week later, he recorded a career-high 15 rebounds against the Mavericks[44] along to go with his second career triple-double, being matched up against the league's current triple-double master, Jason Kidd, and then recorded a career-high 32 points against the Phoenix Suns on his 23rd birthday.[45] On April 8, 2009, Rondo recorded 31 points in a home win over the New Jersey Nets, one point short from his career-high.[46] He became the first NBA athlete to sign an endorsement contract with Red Bull on April 17, 2009. He finished the season ranking fifth in the NBA in assists (8.2) and steals (1.9).[47] The team finished the season as the second seed in the Eastern Conference, although they entered the playoffs without their injured all-star power forward Kevin Garnett.
In the playoffs match-up against the Chicago Bulls, despite putting up a playoff career-high 29 points in Game 1, the Celtics lost in overtime.[48] Boston won the next two games and in Games 2 and 4, Rondo recorded triple-doubles[49] and became the first Celtic player with two triple-doubles in the same series since Larry Bird in 1986. He also became the first player with multiple triple-doubles in the same playoff series since Jason Kidd had three triple-doubles in the 2002 Eastern Conference Finals.[50] In Game 6, he recorded a career-high 19 assists without a turnover, tying an NBA playoffs record.[51] In the next round against the Orlando Magic, the Celtics lost the first game before Rondo's triple-double performance in Game 2 helped secure a home win. His third triple-double of the postseason tied Larry Bird's franchise record and also became the first to do that since Jason Kidd had four.[52] However, the Celtics were defeated in seven games in the Eastern Conference Semi-Finals.[53] During the postseason, Rondo nearly averaged a triple double with 16.9 points, 9.7 rebounds and 9.8 assists.[54]
2009–10 season
On November 2, 2009, Rondo signed a five-year extension with the Celtics worth a guaranteed $55,000,000.[55] In a road victory against the Orlando Magic on Christmas day, Rondo recorded 17 points, 13 rebounds and 8 assists, two assists shy of a triple double.[56] Three days later, Rondo scored 30 points along to go with 15 assists in a road loss to the Golden State Warriors.[57] On January 10, 2010, Rondo recorded his third regular-season career triple-double, with 22 points, 13 assists and 10 rebounds against the Toronto Raptors.[58] On January 28, 2010, he received his first NBA All-Star selection as a reserve on the Eastern Conference squad for the 2010 NBA All-Star Game.[59] He also competed in the 2010 H-O-R-S-E contest but lost In the finals to Kevin Durant.
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as yu knw mi favor b-ball teamis Boston Celtics. i like them because they are so good at their game. In the team is 14 witch is Ray Allen, Tony Allen, Marquis Daniels, Glen Davis, Michael Finley, Kaven Garnett, Marcus Landry, Kendrick Perkins, Paul Pierce, Nate Robinson, Rajon Rondo, Brian Scalabrine, Rasheed Wallace, Shelden Williams. Their head coach is Doc Rivers and they have 5 assisstence coaches witch are Armond Hill , Kevin Eastmen, Clifford Ray, tom Thibodeau, and Mike Longabardi. Their Strength-and-Conditioning Coach is Bryan Doo and their Athletic Trainer is El Lacerte.

sadness

When you wake up in the morning what do you think first ??? Well me when i wake up i sometimes pray first or i just think what or how is my day going to be today. I have so much good and bad memories i think sometimes. When i look in the mirror i just look at my self and think "gosh is this me" or "wow look at me now" or something like i just want to turn around and go back the way my life was before. Inside me i have so much pain and so much struggles I'm going through. I made so much mistakes that i just wish i never did them. Even now i do still make mistakes i say something wrong or i make my parents mad or maybe disappointed or i make my friends disappointed i just don't get it why do i do this or why its me. So sometimes i think how come some people you look at them and say wow their life is so nice or wow their life is so easy. I think how come i have this complicated life or how come i have this problem. Or sometimes i think what i ever did to them to this people or why i feel like they don't want to be my friends. i don't know i just feel really down lately and i want to cry so much but im trying to be strong.

I just want to tell you that this couple of days i had alot of thinking to do. I have alot on my mind like for example, like what I'm going to do with my baby and what I'm going to do with life. this days i feel really down and i don't know what to do.

i just want to show you some quotes i got from computer about life and other important things. Life is so complicated but it also a lesson for me. In life i have to learn alot things and i am not perfect so that's why God brough us here to learn again and try hard to be with him again. I also think that we happy and we sad and its our way to write story. Our life its like a book we only can write. We can write anything in our story its our imagination and our history. It our life to we leave in. It also has our own happiness that we we only can make our life happy. I just want to tell you that i just pray that my life wont be over and that i will continue go in my life in this journey. I jut pray that i will do my best to be the best i can be. I am thankful to God my father and his son Jesus Christ. He always there and he is the one who is helping me through this life even though sometimes i don't like what he does for me.

just feel like saying something to you.

Yesterday i talked to bishop about i know i made sin getting pregnant before getting married. But things i guess happens for a reason. As you know i been through im my life i been 3 families i been here in USA well anyways i back at my first family who brought me here to USA. I just want to say i have some things i wanted to come true but i guess everything is different for me. I'm going to have beautiful baby boy Tyreece Jordan that's what i named him. I work now but its not much so I'm hopping that i will do my best and get more hours to support my baby and me. I know i get so mad this days at my family but all they is trying to help me. Sometimes i just wish that i had time machine and went back the way it use 2 be. Some times i hate that grown ups are right and we end up being wrong in the end. Well right now I'm praying that i will give okay birth to my baby boy. It will be so hard but i know God will be there with me. i pray that i able to support my Little boy Tyreece and that he will grow up be happy. I know that there will be ups and downs but i know mostly at all that i have God with me he is going to help me through this. I know i have wonderful parents and wonderful family who will support me and will help me. I love my other family i miss them so much and i miss everybody that i been with my friends my coaches and my life. One time i promised that i will never give this baby away and i know some of you think I'm being selfish and i i get you but its me and its how i feel i love my child and i want to do this and take care of him my Little boy Tyreece Jordan. Right now i pray alot and i hope God Will help me through this and he will be there for me through this life and path he giving to me. So i just want to say I'm sorry for those people i hurt you so much and i just want to tell you I'm here and i care about you so much. Let me have enough patience and enough strength in this life and have faith too. i think the most thing important in life is strengh and patience. If i never had patience and strengh in life i think life would be harder. I think that its nice that i have patience and have strengh in this life.