its a miracle

Hello everybody I'm sorry i didn't write for long time its been busy days and i had allot on my mind. So today i mean yesterday my caseworker Anica talked to me about this family that she told me might i like and i was like no way i don't think so because i want to meet the family i picked you know for my baby if i do decide place him my little boy tyreece. So i guess she was in this meeting as you know i go to the meeting every Thursday to see my caseworker and see other girls who is pregnant in their teens. So like i was saying she went to this meeting and she was like"" you know guys I'm so disappointed i cant contacted the people Mari wants to see"""" and this other lady was like well what about Mike and Charity and Anica was like she got this feeling so she was like you know i think they great for her but i don't think it will be great idea because i know she wants to see this only family she picked. So later she wrote to me and says Mari check this family out their names are Mike and charity well their blog and i was like i checked them out but i was like they already adopted a little boy so i just want my little boy if i do give him for replacement to be special so i was like i don't know. Well today was is 15, April i had a good day because one of my new friends give me massage you know for pregnant people so i had a wonderful relaxing massage that i really enjoyed it and her boss my friends name is Kayley but it was her niece her name is Chalis she gave me massage and her boss was like you know you can just come here all the time and get massage and i was like well i don't have that much money to come every week so she was like well its my gift to you so please come every week and get it done for free so i was like okay thank you. So that went well. Later i went to have meeting with my caseworker Anica so we just went to and got a dinner so yeah. Then i went to my other meetings and you know i had it great time. So my caseworker was like Mari pray for it and see if you want to meet the family i told you about and i was like you know i guess i trust you i will meet them so she was like i mean it Mari pray and tell em and i was like you know i trust you i will meet them . So today i guess i met them i was so nerves i look so bad my face is so looking bad and i was so nerves but i did pray before i met Charity and Mike so i just ask god to give me sing i been waiting for this you know to find a peace or just give me a sing that maybe i can feel something about this family so guess what i love this family they so funny and i just felt really realise and happy they made me laugh and made me smile they have so much joy and happiness in their life and they so awesome and they leave her in bountiful by me so i can see my little boy all the time its would be like more see ya later my baby boy u and not good bye. So i just got this feeling it was like ohh than you God you answered my prayers and i felt so peaceful in my heart and i just feel so happy and i don't know really warm in my heart. So i just feel so much peace and joy and i know they would be great parents to my little boy and i can see them all the time and i can trust them maybe i can be their best friend so yeah . They make me laugh and we just talked and laughed and it was great to be happy again. So today it was a wonderful day and i just feel so happy and its nice to feel that way again. Well i miss y people in AZ and i love you guys all and i just want to tell you also Mike and Charity they leave by my house so people form AZ they can always see my baby if they want to that's why another reason i like them. the most thing happened to me is God finally answered my prayer. Thank you God you always the biggest help in my life even though sometimes i don't even want to hear you but you always there keep your arms open thank you for not giving up on me. That's why i am so happy to have gospel in my life.